i wander
star to star
every hour
oh where is my star
why does it not shine

i feel
my lone fingers flame
in cold moonlight
oh where is the chill
why is there no calm

i write
my wrists growing numb
sleep doesnt come
oh where is the light
why this dark lonely night

i try
to rewrite the equation
more pleasure less pain
oh where does the will go
why is it not in me